“如果”有一天

如果有一天

如果有一天，我不小心睡着了,

我希望我醒来的时候第一个看见你。

如果有一天，你我永不相见，

我希望我能永远在你心里面，留下个位子。

如果有一天，我即将会失忆，

我会在我清醒的时间，把你牢牢地记得。

如果有一天，我即将会眼瞎，

我希望我最后一个看见的是你。

如果有一天，我将会耳聋，

我希望我最后听见的是你的声音。

如果有一天，我会失去声音，

我希望我可以为你留下最后一声。

如果有一天，你把我给忘了，

我希望在你忘掉我之前，曾经有过我这么一个人。

如果有一天，你找到比我合适的伴侣，

我希望可以每天为你们祝福，白头偕老。

如果有一天，我将会离去，

我希望我能把最好的回忆留给你。

如果有一天，你会先离开，

我会告诉你，我爱你一辈子永不反悔。

而如果有一天，你问我你在我心中是什么位子？

我会告诉你，这个位子无人能代替应为它永远属于你！

Yea,i am back to blog for some period before i am totally off again~

Wow, it's been really quite a while since i last write something on my blog. Things had since

changed quite much. I am gradually fitter than last time~Hehe,i felt it that way as i do some

workout when i am free.And err....what else changed? Let me think...yea,i got my psp~ Well, a

lot of issues with it by the way. Shouldn't told him to buy it for me, told him to be Xtra careful to

check on it before purchase but he still failed me. Aiyo~Duno need to spend how much more on

it again. Ok, fine with that. Then lately i applied streamyx in my house with 2mbps~ Wee, sadly

it's my name who in contract. Haiz~~Duno wat happened if he went to work,it might means that

i need to pay for it. And now ady i need to pay Xtra RM20 on the streamyx.Damned!

Haiz~~Watever...

Good things is....I felt that my luck is coming back again~Thats indeed a great news for me

as i really did need dat very much. I been in bad luck since the middle of the year since may or

april. I did take a sign from "Na Tuk Kong","He" told me to be patient as i will be not that good

fated in the second half of the year but things will slowly changed towards the end of the years.

Well,it turns up that way.It really accurate!!Every year i gonna take a sign from the temple and

it really shows me the hint that wat i will be facing.Goods things to refer with!!

Anyway, the person that i kept on thinking from the beginning of the years slowly and

steadily fainting from me.Well,i did not mean that i fully forget but it means that i wont think as

much as i think last time.It is good,as we both are busy with each others' things.Quite busy days

ahead for me,a bulk of tests,asignments coming after me.Well, after all that then the Final Exam

Pulak~Haiz,even thinking about it now felt hard...Well,good things gonna come ahead after the

hard days over.It's CNY again~~Wee!!Hey~I forgotten before CNY i got my birthday going on.

Haha,really forgotten bout it ady.I guess it's ok as i dont felt that i really need to remember.

Quite a long time ago since i had a great birthday. The happiest could be hanging out with best

friend yew ping and the gangs a few years back ago.Yupe,thats the happiest birthday i got since

then i dont really bother with my birthdays~Oh ya,thanks for the wishes i got last years from

my friends and family,and also the presents.Thank you very much,i forgotten if i really thanked

u guys.Oh ya,i got a T-shirt from my lovely classmates!Haha~Great body-fit shirt~

Lately siao tiok Superstar Avenue 7(星光大道7）,it's really amazing!!So many talented

singers and the most important is Many MALAYSIA's contestants. Jess Lee is the best,haha i

been her fan since the start of the show.Powerful voice and good techniques!Hope u get

champion as you really deserved it.I been hearing songs from Celine Dion, Adam Lambert too.

Celine Dion a great voice from heaven!Amazing and touching~Adam Lambert,superbly talented

man and powerful voice.Amazing!!

Oops,i realise that i am talking non-stop now....Haha,until the next time~Bye bye!!

People do change so much in a short time!

SO long since i last updated my blog...What goes up will come down anyway,it applies to my mood.

You dun expect to be happy all the time dun u?Sometimes,deep n sorrow,anxious n excited...It's just normal part of our life.Thats wat keep us special...

In deep mood...Very weird feeling,juz so special~I m normal for so long since i last talked with you,but when i talk with you it juz kept me back to sorrow....

Barriers after barriers,opstacles after obstacles....It's just endless~It's not much different between me n you...But y is it like that?Y i hav to be like that?Is there any choice left for me to choose?If there are,what are them?How can i do?The lists goes on n on....

Since i last known u,you are a totally different person from now.I m surprised that you changed so much.Well,it might be just my personnal opinion...But from my part of view,the way u treated me is totally different.

Hard to explain what is lack from u now n last time...Just that i dun hav the exact feeling from u now.

I guess thats what teenagers worried...When i am juz a small kid,i worried about academic.When i m a big older like now,i worried about friends and love thingy.....I guess after this ends,i will be worry about my jobs n living expenses then...

I just wan a normal life...Just want to be as normal as everybody out there,i dun hope to be special.I dun hope to be popular,i dun even hoped that i would be so rich that i can owned everything i wan.I juz wan my normal life!

Ok,the personality part(again)

I m glad again that how i acts towards things lately,less cocky(showoff) and more patient which i mentioned last time.But sometimes when people are showing off,haha i smile secretly at the back...U know y?I kinda think of:"yea,ur great one n yea ur better in academic n good in watever u do~But hey!!What is the use of good performance but u kinda bad in ur personalities?"

Haha,dont u think so??I guess those who thinking about himself after reading wat i said should really check to c whether u behaved that way.Oh,i m thinking bout it too.Wakaka,yea i ned to change more though,no one tends to be a perfect person.

In fact,i think i m more generous nowadays...Haha,not becoz i m rich but i think i m willing to pay more or "sacrifies" more now~Good for me,i tend to change this one since i m small...

Today i went to school....I m touched that everyone still remembers me~This is very touching...And well,it paid off!Last time wat u help for these 'little" guys,they appreciate it.But of coz we dont hope to get any repay when we help people....But when they pay u back,it is an Xtra u knw.Who knoes that in future u might need their help?

WOW,i m surprised that i became a really old man!i mean "mature" la!Haha~Now,i m thinking of that person again...Yea,by the time u get to know me back...I m the person who u knew from the start again~Not change because of u,might influenced by u but mainly not becoz of u.I m glad that i changed~

Now,i dont hope for anything~With best friend,good friends,with k-bro...k-sis...family,i m a stronger man!!Living up to the billing and will strong(mentally n physically) towards the challenge.(erm...My back pain havent gone and i juz fell sick yesterday)but dont mind the little things~

I duno with u guys but i like to read the real life experience n sharing it with friends...those who dont have blogs can make one and share ur life to ur best friends!It's fun u know~
C u guys around...

Free lately so share more things...(about me)

Addicted
With the main topic today addicted,i would like to share with u guys about how i act when i seriously addicted to a things...

I think most of u know that i m quite knowledgeable in technologies....Erm,i should say something related to I.T like phones,computer hardwares and so on...

Well,i m not naturally gifted from god which i know since i being born to this world.Of coz,i duno if i m talented but i think i did well in these things.

I guess it's from my eldest brother that i get interested in these things.Since i m small,i always admire and jealous(i got to admit that) to the things that my brother got which i dont have.Well,the fact that he get so many things is becoz he really work hard for it.He is very hardworking and did well towards his goal which i cant compared to him at all.

When he get new "toys" i tend to watch aside,admire and sometimes might "touch" it secretly(haha,thats y i know how to operate sometimes).I remembered that i fixed a totally rip off remote control,i wondering how......

My 2nd bro,a bit overly careless and "carefree" style always makes my desktop spoil...Ok,the theory is "pay to learn".But i managed to fix the computer mostly so it cut cost.Thanks to him i m knowledgeable in fixing the inside part of desktop.

There are bad things too u know...When ur quite knowledgeable in something,then here comes ur works...My family always call me to fix things or install things like P.A system,TV,DVD and........Then,here comes my aunty which calls me whenever her house computer got problems...But it's beneficial too,sometimes i tend to gets some surprises...Oh,forgotten to mentioned that the laptop i m using major part is from her money and i think only 700 i pay(include extra parts).The laptop cost is 3.5k and she pay 2800 if i m not forgotten.

lately i m heavily interested in badminton...Last time i spend most of my time searching for badminton racquets and the functions.I learnt a lot of things u noe~EdgeSaber7 i bought is a great racquet at RM140 include string n bag...Not bad for me...

Lately i get into this again...I m interested in buying the 2nd one,but i wondering which racquets i should choose.There are few option,Edgesaber10(a bit head heavy but balanced racquet),or Armorpower 900P/T series(head heavy racquet),or Nanopower 9900series which got good reviews...Which should i choose??Haha,i duno...Might the 9900 ba~APACS is the clone for Yonex racquets with 1/4 of the original price.Of coz i m not that rich to buy the Yonex high end racquet and i ned to save quite long for one piece of it.So,why dont i get a almost simillar racquet with 1/4 of the price?

Head Heavy racquets is for more power in smashing...A head light racquet is for easy manuver and control...The Edgesaber7 i got there is balanced n light racquet,but i kinda satisfied with it becoz i improved on my defense...Last time i used my dad's Carlton AirBlade which is head super heavy n heavy racquet,i kinda hard to swing outside n slow on my reaction.Glad that i improved on it.

Ok,cut the badminton part...Going to continue with other topic later~

Well~i met with many people today...

Before i start with my "met with many people" lets start with some "opening". Firstly,i felt that i
became another person lately.Er...How should i explain this...I think i m the old me again!I can
mix with jokes and be homour.I m more tolerance and patient compared to last time,in fact i
behaved well as a friend!

Ok,why would these happened??1stly,might be becoz i the past weeks that make me "mature"...I think a lot of things u know!But at last...I m tired of doing it.Well,i let it be wat it would be.I giving up on this things and would care less in the future which i think could make me stress free a little bit.

I m now feels like want to be friend with anybody.I dun wish to have any misunderstandings and hatred anymore to which ever friends....Guys,forgive me~And i hope "u" too.

Ou,not yet to the main theme,wait for a little longer coz i lazy to write another blog.Hmm...Ok,lets say it in this way.If we happened to met each other,then...er i might juz treat as i dun know u as last time??Or it may be...I walk away?But i think i wont do that since i dun wan to have any hatred,so it will be juz as normal as last time i guess.

I think i will talk less wif u,yea no matter how.Erm...avoid talking with u if i could,and might go off as soon as i hav the chance.Yea,thats me for the past n for now too.I cant change this personality of mine,n i dun think i ned to.Right?U can try talk to me if u wan,i think i will answr u gua...Haha,who knows!

Last nite,thank you for khai chien n big bro for acompany me out to search for foods.My stomach complain n complain that it is very hungry n needs immediate healing.Ou...that sucks!Thank you for both of ur precious time n money for the drinks.I m happy to contribute a little in there.

This morning,i promised my k-bro n sis them to go to skul.Well,it's seems like i m going to break the promise again but who knoes?I did show up!!Well,i actually quite late as i late for 10mins...My dad finished all the petrol in the tank.hell,did i scared that it will gone "off" in the middle of the road.Scary experience...I waste 10mins for the petrol filling and a big round to return to skul.

The skul as normal as it is so crowed wif students(of coz la,skulling day wat)...Erm...with noise too~Quite noisy n i did see a lots of "bad" boys there acting bosses.It did remind me of my old days as prefect...I m getting old-wakaka!!

Ok,then i met up wif sis n bros.1st to meet is chong kok.Hell,he is juz as fit as usual.Then yan zhi,khai kee,joo yen and lee peng all around me.We did have a great time chatting.But unfortunately,chong kok is going off to duty.Well,bro we sure going to chat next time when we got the chance.Well,as money fast as my sis could be...They ask me to treat,and this is of coz which i promised that i will treat but i m late.Ok then,RM10 gone to u guys.Divide it well,dont come kacau me if not enuf!!

Ok,another unfortunate is...I heard chia liang gone home.Ok,hell m i wondering wat happen??He is sick?Anything wrong wif his family??Well,hope if he is alright.Ok,next on will be going to take my spm cert.

Guess wat,the real show is now on.I met up with many teachers including Mr.Chan!!Pn.Chee,Pn.Tay,Botak L**(sorry bout that,forgotten ur name),Cikgu Mansur,Cikgu Zul,the pk duno who(new one),erm...lastly the most exited one Pn.Kanaga....WOW!!

luckily she didnt ask much,juz asked that what purpose that i come.Haha,nothing serious....Hell did i miss the skul...I wish i can get back to form3,the year which full of joy!Well,impossible to make that happen.Ok,stop here.C u guys around...

For those who wan to know why i say i end it earlier...

Ok,let me explain it then...

For example,me and a very very good friend(u treat it as u i u think ur my good friend).It's kinda simillar but storyline not the same of coz...

I know you for ages then and normally when we communicates it's juz phone call or smsing.Ok,this is how it goes.

One day,you got something more advance for example(internet) erm.... call it F.Book ba.But,the thing is...U know i got it too and u didnt add me.Erm...ok it's fine.

From the day You told me that u got internet ady i always thought of helping u to set up a account or help u install.Anyway,when i asked u that if u got FB ady or not,u juz simply didnt answer me then.

Well,i asked you not once or twice,i asked you for at least 5 times ady but u simply didnt reply me.Ok,fine i treat it as u dont have and i would like to do one for u.But later on,i found that u actually have one and u progressing well in it.Guys,what do u think i would felt??

Straight away i m furious,i deleted you without giving future notice.I mean phone book...And starting on that day,i m done with you....So~disapointed of coz!

Well,if u guys wondering...Wat If you are busy when i asked u,actually no.Becoz,when i sms you i ask you other things 1st,and u did reply in quite a fast reaction.Well,when i comes to the topic we mentioned, it suddenly stopped.And i tried to change other topic u reply me back.Oh well,if this is coincidence it wont happened for 5 times in a row.Dont u guys think so??

Ok,if u dont wan to add me it's actually fine.I didnt mentioned that i wanted u to add me or forced u to do so(but add ur best friend is not really a hard thing to do) but then the problem is...I juz wanted to help u!

Ok,story done here.The rest u can c it in my blog.

What i am so angry is i considered it as a "lie' and i certainly hated the most when people Xpecially any of my important person lied to me.Feels like i gonna knock him/her off!


(Not related to this story anymore)
Ok,u win...I surrender,i delete u off.I didnt wan to meet u even i got the chance,i gonna avoid to see u in any occasions.Yea,i think it's me who suffer more.

Thank you for making me so furious in that time that i made a quick decision to drop u off straight away.I duno if i made the right choice or not,it wont be any turning back.I said i owed u something earlier but then i duno if i can still give it to u then.It's depends on how things go.

Those who did not understand find me in msn ba.Those who read my blog shuld be close friends to me,it's ok to tell u guys.Yea,beside FB there is an important MSN too in internet!!Use it well~