Ok,i decided not to meet u.Hard for me to do but i think i got other alternatives.I can go out with bro them instead of u.Sorry big bro(czh) need to trouble you for some weeks then,and ur exam will be near too...I wont giv u much trouble dun worry,find u once a while and might not return to A/S sometimes...This will eventually make me stop thinking about you...Yea,if i keep it on i will be free sooner than expected.
I became a bit weird fellow these days...I can easily cope with anyone talking anything including nonsense...Well,i think i up my lv then.I didnt use much thinking when i talk nowadays,i guess that make me a more simple person.
Sometimes,it would be juz nice to pretend stupid.Pretend that i didnt heard about ur news,pretend to ignore your things,ur friends and so on.I literally close all the door that relate to u in my brain but something cant juz be forgotten.
It's nice if we are like computer,when u like this one u save it in ur HDD and if u wan to forget this one juz delete it forever...But for human,it takes really really long time to do that.I dun even think that it's possible to fully forget a person.
I write so many post lately in FB and write so many blogs here...Actually it's for myself to express feelings and it kinda serve as a loyal friend to listen to me.(Certainly better than you do)
Bro(HCK) yea,last time i said that it depends on how we think the things are.Actually,it's right but doesnt mean that everyone could view it as the same thing.
I m OK with things progressing now(not happy nor sad),lets proceed to second phase when the time i suitable.I will make it suit for me sooner as i dun wan it to drag too long.So,sorry for you and sorry for me too i would say.We got to end this once and for all,it's the best choice for u n me.
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