Well,i made up my mind at last...Wish to do it and dun think back.(can i really put it down?)

In the middle of exam now, and so many things for me to think of.

Books, friends, and "someone"

Well,i finally made up my mind....After i return wat i think i owe him, i wont look back at all.

So many years we have know each other.This would be a hard one for me n i think it wont be harsh on you.You simply dun care bout it anyway.

I juz cant stand it ady....I cannot stand of waiting for ur message,heard ur news from friends and
keep thinking of u all day n nite.It's juz too tiring.

Well,this might not be the last thing i will giv u,but it will be the last time i will put all my memory and all the feelings inside it.

I guess when i giv u next year, it wont be the same at all.I told u that i will give it to u as i actually planned for it so long ady to make this decision.

Despite our differences, it is really fun n happy to be with u. Yea,what i can say is i dun hav the courage and dun have the brain energy to continue this.

As in fact,from the bottom of my heart...I think u felt the same for me...But u r juz too....."close" i think.

Thank you i must say for all the sweet time u gave me and for the bad memories....I wont blame it on u,Juz that i felt i m too stupid to realise wat i think about u.

Haha,dun worry...i wont be so stupid ady to bother u.It's juz no ending for me as it is called the "forbidden love".

What can i say?Hmm......U probably wont see wat i write here or u might juz duno who i mean when u see wat i write.

I will post another one after august then.After i finish with my promise...what i owe u will be done,den i can let u off.

Till the time being....I will still be suffering,and after that day....I m going to be single and available again!!Erm...I think no,better not available.Hard to get rid of this thing...T_T

I m so tired...What if i never known of u before?What if we are not that close??What if i m juz a normal friend to u?Or wat if ur juz a normal friend for me??Shit n damn it.

Clocks tick so fast...Cant get back now,or i muz say that i really hope i can get back to the point when we 1st knew of each other.Mayb the time we the best in relationship??Haha,that will be impossible,it's all in our memory now.

After i made my things clear...I hope that u can find one best suited u,i did not manage to get u.I m Juz too tired. It's easy to know someone but the hardest to forget somebody. Cherish all the things u gave to me n for the time being i would say thank you for everything.....